weee .. came bk at 4 am.. i spent my newyear with my colleagues .. it was rather nice la .. everyone was shaking hands and kissing each others cheek .. and some ppl found out that my mum was the duty manager of that hotel.. and were they shocked ..x) .. and since they weren`t any taxis near by .. me and james decided to hop onto faris's dads lorry ..it was dam windy sia! weeeee~ue noe .. as i watched the fireworks .. i didnt felt quite happy ..it was because .. i had no one special to spend it with .. hais .. oh well .. i go watch dgrayman.. cya!

hmm .. todae .. i realised .. ue cant really trust anybody .. i saw for my ownself.. how one of my baggage master .. got backstabbed .. .. is this really a dog eat dog world?.. why cant we work together .. i just dont understand .. and i got closer to a new fren.. hes a great guy la .. atleast hes frendly ..sad he got bullied when he was young ..=x todae .. 70% capacity of the hotel was full ..x) .. dam ! todae collected over 30 bucks tip oni.. not like ytd .. i collected over 60 bucks .. x) then my baggage master asked me to join his band to play in a gig .. although i play the keyboard.. i dun really like this kind of thing .. even if i badly wanna follow my dads footsteps .. i dun think it will last me long anyway..sigh .. todaes briefing took dam long too.. bloody mandy ..took 5 yrs just to brief finish.. hais .. why must one of the duty managers be so long winded X_X ..ate at carls j.r with james todae .. gawd .. the burger was freaking big.. couldnt even eat half or it ..ive decided when sch starts .. every fri and saturday.. ill be working to earn my own pocket money ..=) ..take tat mum! ill be independent starting todae! P.S.i realise .. that malay girls are actually quite cute .. x) .. cya!

todaes just not my fcking day. i took off just for her ..and i end up getting into a fcked up mood .. ARGH.. i really got nth to say.. zzz .. not only that .. my fcking back hurts soo much from standing up 8 hrs a day in gentleman shoes .. nobody cares rite? .. hais .. oh well.. ytd got daiji .. then end up getting injured ..z

boos .. first .. i had iced tea and QIJI foodshop .. then i rushed to work.. changed into my working uniform .. and stood at the lift for 8 hours straight T_T .. sad rite? i noe .. then got this mix chinese and eurasian girl hu asked for my number..so ..i err.. gave her my num? ;x the other bellboys all pummeled me with jealousy ! muahahahah! in the end .. managed to get only 6 bucks tip todae .. oh well.. then my fren treated me to mcnoners ;D .. and we ate while on our way to the mrt station .. we argued on hus way of going to the mrt was faster .. and .. as usual .. i alwaes win! -coughcough-! now chatting with her .. i missed her thru out the whole day sia .. i wish she could fetch me from work .. everyday .. and go back home together .. hais .. oh well.. sweet dreams..

blahs. so long haven update.. sorry ya? been working lately.. and everyday i dam tired ..x_X .. hais.. shes gone le.. too bad .. anyways ying happy ma i post?;x.. weee .. blahs.. nth much to say .. =/ .. hais ..been playing maple .. bro found a new gf.. AGAIN .. and rite now im gonna slp .. cos tmr morning shift and ill die if i dont wake up by 4 am x_X cya.loving her alwaes..

BLAHS .. todae i watched alvin and the chipmunks with fengyue and my bro .. x) .. it was CUTE SIA .. b4 that me and my bro went to simei collect me and my daddys fone. it turns out i ate lots of unagi don .. ._. .. cant blame me lo.. i dam hungry .. x) .. suppose to meet HER .. but in the end .. aihs .. i also dun wanna tok about it .. time and again she never wants to go out .. not even to fetch her from work.Y must ue alwaes say sorry again and again .. the more ue say .. the less i believe in it ..my jie and kor all tell me to let go off her .. but i dun wan too .. cos she mean so much to me ..hais .. now i wont even get to go out with her until atleast end of the month.. my life is so F*CKED UP.

todae i woke up early .. boos .. 10 am my dad drag me go simlim square change this mechanical helicopter cos sadly .. MY BRO TORE THE WING APART.. zz..but atleast my daddy treated me to chicken rice at clementi ;DD .. the tofu dam nice sia .. crispy outside . inside soft ..just writing this makes me drool siaks . xD oh well nth much happen .. cya!

why issit sometimes .. i feel like crying .. even when ue spend more time with me ..
i just dun understand..hais..

boos ~ todae was another boring day ._. .. woke up early .. go layer my hair .. and followed my dad go bedok eat char kuay teow~ .. so nice lo .. got oyster omelette as a side dish ^^.. T_T .. im now officially called mr ronald .. boos .. oh well thats all for todae ..=/..



p.s
sweet heart .=x dun think that uer not mrs ronald hor!;x

its 2am.. and im crying . .i dont noe why .. it sucks .. being in the shadows .. it really does .. hais
i wish i could just end my life .. i really do.. hais .. maybe this is part of life .. ='] .. to be hurt ..so badly ..

weeee~ woke up at 3pm .. ._. had a misunderstanding with my sweetheart .. glad nothing much happened ^^ .. sweetheart . .sorry okaes? didnt mean to say anything to upset ue.. woaini ! muacks!><.. anyways todae is rather boring .. got out of my bed .. sat on the couch . .watched some sitcoms .. and ordered .. SAKAE SUSHI!!! WOOHOO!!! right now im hearing the song elmos world .. =x maybe that'll be OUR song ^^ .. weee~ lalala~ lalala~ elmos song!.. xD
oh well . nth much to say today ba ..guess i'll end todaes post with a poem i just wrote ..x)

i only went to sleep at 4 in the morning ..COS OF MY FREAKING COUSIN ..ARGH!I just hate it when he gets something .. blah!blah!blah! thru the whole nite .. grr! x_X



i never knew going to simei to repair my god-damn fathers hand phone was more fun than staying at home .. x) .. maybe the only reason i said it was fun cos i get to buy takoyaki and a unagi set meal ;DD . HMM.. wad else ...OH YA! i met Jackie at the pasar malam at white sand .. he was taking a walk with his friend ba .. she looked like someone from our school.. but i cant remember hu siaks .. =/ ..



hais .. my sweetheart is working full day today ..what makes it worst is that shes having fever and sore throat .. =/ .. god damn best denki for having lack of staff!! now she has to work so f*cking long hours .. just to compensate for those who didn't come for work.. #%$@.. oh well .. life's a b*tch huh .. ok .. so maybe i`ll post one poem per day ;D..

boos .. one day has passed .. so slow ._. shes probably on her way back home .. ^^ .. cant wait for her to call me ?.. i miss her lots siaks .. s =/ atleast we get to talk alot during her lunch and dinner break~ <33boring sia todae .. .. T_T .. even going to a lecture would probably be better.=x x_X..

Hmm .. wad else .. OH YA .. my dad purposely smsed me to go repair his god damn fone .. i dont see why i must do it for him when he alwaes torture me with his lecture ..grr.. so i pretended that i didnt receive that sms he sent me when he called to ask whether i received his sms .. so now tomorrow i have to go do it for him-.-.. #@%$ .. son of a motherless fruitcake! oh well .. anyway .. heres the poem for this week.. i'll probably post one poem a week .. ~CYA TMR^^..

BLOG OPENED ! ;D WEE~ NOW I CAN SHOW OFF MY POEMS x)