.Monday, December 3, 2007 ' 6:09 AM Y
I think its time to end this unfortunate story..
boos .. one day has passed .. so slow ._. shes probably on her way back home .. ^^ .. cant wait for her to call me ?.. i miss her lots siaks ..
s =/ atleast we get to talk alot during her lunch and dinner break~ <33
boring sia todae .. ..
T_T .. even going to a lecture would probably be better.=x
x_X..
Hmm .. wad else .. OH YA .. my dad purposely smsed me to go repair his god damn fone .. i dont see why i must do it for him when he alwaes torture me with his lecture ..grr.. so i pretended that i didnt receive that sms he sent me when he called to ask whether i received his sms .. so now tomorrow i have to go do it for him-.-..
#@%$ .. son of a motherless fruitcake! oh well .. anyway .. heres the poem for this week.. i'll probably post one poem a week .. ~CYA TMR^^..
Wrote this while i cried silently,
Nobody really cared i guess,
Now i fully understand,
For i was only hated and detest,
Fake promises and sweet nothings,
I guess they were all just meant to happen,
How the sadness in my heart sings,
It all happened for a reason,
I lost all that ive got,
No time for regret, no time for thoughts,
I guess .. ill just live.. day by day,
Without feelings, never to fray..
Live my life in full regret..
Forever my love for ue will never fret ..
And perhaps I'll show you a sweet dream the next night ™