this few days.. many things happened .. and well .. ive nothing much to say on wad ue did to me dad .. i cant believe ue threw uer own son out ..even if i had skipped school the day before without letting you and mum know .. have you ever tried crawling under my skin .. and feel how i feel? ... yea i know . you must pretty much think that im the black sheep of the family huh ? .. zzz one of these days .. im just gonna go mia .. and never come back. i swear ill do that .. let me lighten some burden from uer shoulders..=)

weee~  sch ended at 3.05 .. X_X and .. i accompanied zuhaili to go eat at the underground minimart after that.. cup noodles again T_T.. then i took a cab to my dardar de house .. changed to my normal clothes .. and "trained" my audi .. =3 ..waakaka .. i realise i really suck bad in this kind of games .. x) i left my bag at her house and left at about four .. to accompany my dardar go caffoure to return her working uniform..on the way there .. happened to see suhailah and latifah on the train..guess they were going home.. >< ..then after that we wanted to take taxi .. but we then realise the mrt would be alot better .. besides .. more time to hold her hand and all ? xD .. uhoh.. dardar better not read this .. if not i die ! xD ..hmm ..then .. then .. on the mrt .. got this stupid short lady keep diao-ing my dardar sia .. >< NVM LO! we sms-ed each other and talked bad about her =3 ..we both smart anot?! xD .. wakakaka! hmm .. we took a cab back to her place.. i changed back into my uniform .. kissed her and went on my way back home ~ first time i came back without getting nagged!! woohoo~ ok la .. now waiting for my charkwayteow and fried oyster to be brought home !! im hungry sia .. =/ cya~

todae`s just another regular day barh .. but .. when i was watching 50 first date .. it suddenly got me thinking .. will our love just be temporary ..? .. or can it last? .. i dun want US to just be temporary.. i really dun wanna lose the person i love ..i know im being over-paranoid .. but i just feel very insecure todae .. hais .. oh well? ..and tmr's maths paper .. i'd probably fail i guess .. and get screwed upside down by my mum and dad just like on after every exam and common test =) .. and ..I found another best frend bsides my alwaes faithful shadow .. its none other than my mp4 .. its been with me thru thick and thin.. .. laopo dun get jealous hor .. i still lurve ue the most and I'll alwaes will..=) ..i guess i'll go slack at the beach liaos .. pray hard i dont fall into the sea and drown .. =) .. cya.. 

watched jumper with laopo todae .. boo it sucked can ? one. the story too long winded X_X .. two .. he left the enemy on a mountain ..@E@$#^ wad kind of idiot would do that?! sheesh .. then after that we went to eat at pizza hut .. x) .. walan eh .. while queueing for a table ..this uncle infront of me sibei guailan sia .. cb if she didnt stop me he die liao x_X.. i love baked rice lalalala ~ ... lmao! that was random x_X .. after that we went to the beach slack .. and gave me another blue black on my hand!!! T_T .. dardar .. stop biting me hao ma ?^^v .. lols .. ok la .. thats about all i shld post .. x) .. laopo .. im glad i met ue in maple tat day .. never regretted knowing ue .. ill love ue alwaes .. even if god came down to earth and shaked my hand .. ! =x wakakak ok la i go liao ! bb~

another bad day for me barhs .. one .. i dun think id be able to pass my science common test .. two .. i just got blamed by my parents for stealing when i've never stole anything in my life .. is this wad it means to be the black sheep of the family? .. hais ..if my had not told me to not run away .. id haf runaway long ago .. i hate my life .. i really do .. salutations for this bleeding heart of mine ..

boos .. i hate todae ..it sucks .. really .. one .. tio lectured by both parents .. keep saying im 15 not 50.. i nid to be 50 before i can haf a girlfren meh? .. zz .. sometimes i feel like running away .. but .. hais ..i dun wan worry my laopo barhs .. =( .. if only i could get out of my house more often .. and not get F*ing locked up at home doing nth.. =/ .. i cant even go to the beach to feel the breeze and relax with my laopo .. ue noe hw sucky that is? .. i hate my parents.. i really do ..ARGH!

boos~ .. back to blog again ! .. ._. .. BLAHS! .. im gonna get zero for my physics test i did todae .. =( .. i slept thru the whole paper .. cos i didn't noe how to even do one questions .. then after that .. i had eng common test lo ..i noe i shldnt be saying this .. but it was damn easy sia! .. x) .. weeee~ .. then waited for my darr at the bus stop till nearly FOUR in the afternoon .. when she said she 'll meet me at 3.40 .. SHEESH =3 .. so .. yea.. then me and her went to whitesands to buy A3 paper for dnt .. on the way we got rather hungry .. so yea.. she went to buy food at mcnoners lo x) .. we saw alvin , jolene and adeline lo .. lmao .. they were like going tsktsktsk .. X_X .. i wonder why .. =3 .. then after buying the stack of papers .. which costed $7.70 X_X .. daylight robbery*COUGH* .. i now know that .. i can never study more than 30 mins .. my darr was the witness to that discovery!!!! x) ..lalala~ ..after that we went back to my house to place my bag .. and  walk to the beach~ actually wanted to bring my darr go see the red house .. but in the end got lost .. X_x so we just head back to the direction of the beach lo.. then on the way there met we hazim and his frens .. xD by the time we manage to sit down and just spend time between the two of us.. we had only 1 hrs left to ourselves ..  =/ .. that sucks! ..i miss her so much can?.. =( .. damn sad.. didnt even get to send her back.. but atleast she kissed me b4 i went up the lift .. x) <33 weee~ .. i wonder why she like malu liddat.. maybe she has a theory that if she kisses me she'd turn into a frog .. xD .. wakakak .. ok tats all i did todae barh !..now talking to my darr .. x) .. poor dardar ..her nose so itchy cos its dusty at home =(.. aww lala! muacks! i go le ! love ue darr! cya ~

boo ~ todae was one of the best days i had in my life siaks? .. dunno why  though .. went out with zhulian baby ..~ she damn silly can? =33 .. bought her a giant duck so that she no nid to torture me .. just hope she wont bit the ducks tail like hw she bit my arm T_T .. we watched CJ7 .. it was damn cute can? . . although my arm was abit numb barh.. cos she laid her head on my shoulder.. so yea .. xD but it didnt matter though .. wakakaka! kept asking her quit smoking .. diedie say she quitting slowly .. HOR ! ue dun quit soon i pull uer hair and pinch uer nose hor baby! .. lols ok la i go le ~ cya !

todae .. i had pe till 4.30 .. then followed adrie go collect his valentine gift from x-craft .. wakakakas ..the dog chain was quite nice though. after that we ate some blackpepper hotdog which i didnt like much .. and .. yea .. i went home to relax .. only to get blamed by my mum for smth i did'nt do .. aihs.. life sucks .. i got so angry i just took my bike and cycled to the park .. to relax .. its so nice .. to sit on the cliff at the beach .. just sitting alone .. with no one but my shadow .. It was so soothing .. just to sit there and feel the breeze .. came bk at around 9pm .. and i just realised .. IM A WAIST 34 !! WOOOHOO! im losing weight .. x) .. wakakaks ..oh well .. kk barhs i go lers .. tata! felicia darr .. i miss ue wor ..come bk from work soon kkaes?=) .. muacks!

zhu-lian ~~ .. im so glad ue accepted me .. i was over the moon when ue said yes to me on the phone this morning .. x) ..i'll never hurt ue .. i assure ue .. muacks ! wo ai ni 1314 3344! .. >< ..rite now .. i m just waiting for ue to come back from work .. <33 .. 

boos ! 3 more days to valentine day.. ._. .. oh well.. will godiva chocolates do? .. =x .. lalala~ wakaka ! .. just wrote a new poem .. dunno whether its good.. its not done yet though ..

Its been awhile sinced i posted .. although its been many days, nothing much seems to happen ..=/ todae i went to Isetan to buy some pants and shirts .. got quite a few .. x) .. and from tomorrow onwards .. im going joggin! weee ! too much of mcdonalds already sia .. im gonna end up like a giant sumo if i continue to eat fast food late at nite x_X oh well.. k la i go play WoW nw ..CYA!!!!!!