.Monday, April 21, 2008 ' 4:32 AM Y
I think its time to end this unfortunate story..
so .. my blog probably died long ago .. lawls .. XP .. our 2nd month just passed one week ago .. x) .. woooos .. .. .. hais .. ive been very moody this few days.. I guess im not used to dardar being busy and all.. sometimes i feel so lonely .. ive got no one else to talk to ..hais ..
sometimes she takes so long to reply my smses.. sometimes .. its worst .. she doesnt reply me back at all .. i dunno how long can i handle it .. im just gonna go nuts one day ..
what makes it more fucked up is that ive been feeling a sharp pain at my chest .. is something wrong with me?.. i was referred to changi general hospital .. the doctor in the hospital even wanted to follow me up .. to another doctor .. hais .. oh well .. better dying than live painfully.. =/
..and i wish i wasnt so moody .. but i just cant help it .. rite now .. i just feel like blasting screamo music .. just to soothe my bleeding heart .. :) ..thats the only thing that cheers me up regardless of anything ..
psp oh psp .. where are ue? .. i haven got to know you well enough .. i rarely get to touch it nowdays .. oh wells .ive lost my mood to play games and all anyway .. so ..yea ..
ok .. thats about it .. i think ill go blast my music on my mp4 and sit in a corner .. ciaos ..
sometimes i wish we'd exchange each others lives so that ue'd feel what im feeling and going thru now .. cos half of me already wants to break down and cry ..
Labels: Just to let you know .. i wasn't asking for the world ..
And perhaps I'll show you a sweet dream the next night ™