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.Friday, May 30, 2008 ' 9:26 AM Y
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booo! todae was rather fun . xD .. went to hair dresser to cut my hair . as usual .. the hair dressers all gather around me pinch my cheeks .. grr .. T_T .. hmm .. then my mum and i went to lerk thai to eat.. the fried rice didnt taste really nice .. =/ .. but the tapioca during desert was just wonderful! xD woohoo! .. i love tapioca and coconut milk :D .. hmm .. and val .. i will find a way to carry the acid .. and WHEN I DO .. YOUR SCREW'D XD ..oh ya ! .. there may be side effects when i pour the acid on you .. i think one of the effects is that it ll make you shrink more .. =x .. oh boy .. such nice side effects! .. gotta go now .. my mum is sharpening the chopper .. and i dont plan to be tomorrow's dinner .. >< cya!

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. ' 12:11 AM Y
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boooo~ . xD just woke up .. lawls .. damn tired sia .. went to catch a midnite movie with my uncle and aunty .. and .. CHRONICLES OF NARNIA : PRINCE CASBIAN WAS GREAT! xD but i felt the show more for adults rather than children .. =/ .. woohoo . i congratulate myself for not going for structured class for a week ._. .. now im in deepshit .. mr sim called my mum . and i guess shes dragging me with her to go for the parent teacher meeting with mr sim .. URGH .. im screwed X_X .. oh well .. gonna go play WoW now .. cya ;D ..

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.Wednesday, May 28, 2008 ' 8:34 AM Y
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boo! happy birthday bunny! your 16 and still short :D .. lols .. sad aint it?! you wait! once your eighteen i'll pour acid on you ;D .. tsk .. this few days just aint my day. feeling rather moody. so i stayed at home .. and trained my dota.. but i didnt seem to improve at all .. maybe in "denying" i did .. but the rest i guess i havent yet.. and .. i  still like her .. i cant stop myself from liking her . lols .  i guess ill let my emotion take its own course . lets just hope it wont end up in another crash course .. :) .. ciao ppl .

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.Wednesday, May 21, 2008 ' 4:38 AM Y
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hmm .. my lil bro went for camp .. kinda miss him abit .. i hope hes orite .. =/ .. gonna write a poem soon .. ill post it very soon ..and for todae .. i overslept and in the end never go school .. lols then had misunderstanding between kelmond and bobby.. i apologise for wad ever i did wrong lurh .. but no nid suan me till liddat .. say until like cannot trust me .. zzz kelmond you oso got tell ppl about things i did .. you think i dono? .. then still can say you never paoto .. zz ill end this post here ba.. gotta dota .. cya all ..

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.Tuesday, May 20, 2008 ' 7:17 AM Y
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wrote a new poem .. while hearing better in time .. >< did it in less than 10 mins lurh.. comment my work pls .. :\..

Liking her is somehow slowly killing me..
I know I should probably stop ..but..
I really, really like her alot you see..
"Still got many other girls what?..
Thats what my friends would repeatedly tell me ..
But I still have to forget her and move on with life?..
Even if forgetting someone isn't what i'm really good at..
And how when i tried to stop liking her..
It always cuts thru my heart just like a knife..
I guess .. no point having something to fret..
And carry on with this life..
'Cos this very sinister world stops for nobody..
Even if your life was to crumble entirely..

comment at my tag okaes ? :\ .. take care readers..

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. ' 5:47 AM Y
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boos ! hmm .. todae celebrated those people who had their birthdays passed during term two.. and i liked the cake :) .. and todae was day one of jogging.. hope i can keep fit when i train to sustain my stamina .. :) hmm .. some ppl just give empty threats lurh .. why dont you post it on your blog oso norvan .. wouldnt it make you feel alot more happier? .. one word .. Immature. get this word in your head . cos its staying there.

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.Friday, May 16, 2008 ' 8:43 AM Y
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booos! .. somehow .. i find myself liking someone oredi .. =/ .. Though i guess its one-sided .. i guess i have to live with it .. wrote a poem while feeling what i'm feeling now though .. =/ .. i'll end another short post with the poem i just wrote.. take care .. :)

Fallen for you

I like this girl..

Who I'm always close to ..

I like this girl..

Who for once.. I'm afraid to woo..

Perhaps..It's better to just gaze at her from far..

Rather than to awkward our friendship..

But i feel like I really like her la..

Yet I find myself in a dilemma of happiness or hardship..

I know my friends tell me to just head front ..

But I guess its alot easier said than done..

I guess I'll wait for when the time is right..

Then maybe..just maybe I'd get the chance to tell you..

That it's just me and you tonight ..

And that .. I .. Love.. You..


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.Tuesday, May 13, 2008 ' 7:03 AM Y
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todaes just not my day .. hais .. Why do you guys hate me so much .. haven't i alwaes joked around?.. i tried not to show my anger and all .. i really do .. but none of you realise how hard issit rite?.. hais.. i never felt welcomed any where.. not in school.. neither with my frens .. hais.. lets just end this post with a poem i wrote last year ..

Sadness of a thousands cries,
It burns thru his bleeding heart,
How it'll torments him thru his entire life,
How he agonized the pain of his heart being torn apart,
He`s suffering all alone,
With no one to love and care,
It`s something never to be known,
How life sometimes can be unfair,
He breathed his last words,
How selfless can he be,
He only wished for time to be backward,
So he`d had all the time again to express his love to her..

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.Wednesday, May 7, 2008 ' 5:03 AM Y
I think its time to end this unfortunate story..

happy birthday to myself .. =/ ..

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.Tuesday, May 6, 2008 ' 7:13 AM Y
I think its time to end this unfortunate story..

Hey ! .. lol another poem on its way ! :) .. just that this time .. my fren wrote it .. i just edited most of it .. need comments lurh .. xD its about someone's dad dying from cancer ><
Dad .. don't go ..

As soft winds sweep away the days..
I look back on life through this very haze..
Remember playgrounds, parks and friends..
In childlike gaze that never seem to end..
The laughter in a game of catch..
Should memories ever attach..
To innocence in youthful eyes..
Catching the ball to my Dad's surprise..
I recall my first bike, first wreck..
Who picked me up and said.. "What the heck?"
Convinced me to give it just one more try..
While, my knees were skinned, I realised I forgot to cry..
I felt joy just knowing he was there..
Making him proud was what I only cared..
There was nothing that I couldn't do..
My heart held fast that to be true..
Though teenage years were kind of rough..
I sure was neither big nor did I feel tough..
You taught me the difference of wrong and right..
And never to ever start a fight..
So I had to learn the hard way to stand..
Still, with each lump, I found your hand..
You were my one and only inner strength..
And stubborn pride of yours with equal length..
But there the line of fate had unfatefully drawn..
With just one blink and everything went wrong..
I found myself facing the sun..
I couldn't accept the fact ..
That you were really gone..
Eyes blinded by a void inside..
I could not believe that you had really died..
Alas finding it to be true..
I can't help but feel so lost without you..
Please, Dad, today just hear my call..
I'm sorry for the time I dropped that ball..
My life is wrecked, my knees still skinned..
.My emotions grew ruly and rather undisciplined..
I can't get up.. I really tried..
Please don't get upset if I ever cried.
Though I can't fight what I can't see..
Please, Dad, say you're still proud of me.
:) comment lurhs! thanks!

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.Monday, May 5, 2008 ' 4:14 AM Y
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More poems coming your way .. :)


The crimson roses among the dead weeds..
Beautifully painted in colours of blood..
It reminds me of bitter sweet love indeed..
How it murdered romeo and left him with a wounded heart..
He didnt wanna be left with nothing but memories..
But i guess he has no one to blame for this unfateful tragedies,
He lost everything.. hw that dampened his life..
He really thought this girl he loved.. had a chance of being his wife ..
And spend the rest of her life with him..
But he now knows that it`ll never happen ..
Oh how his dying heart screams..
I guess life is never fair..
Forever his life .. will be drenched in darkness and despair..

Please comment lurh =/ .. nid improvements :)

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.Sunday, May 4, 2008 ' 8:27 AM Y
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hey guys .. wrote a new poem .. if you dont mind .. can help me comment on my tag board ? .. thanks =) .. its quite long though ..><

As i gazed at the serene night sky..
Thoughts in my mind just ran unspoken..
Was our love just some lie?..
Or was it unfated for my heart to end up broken..
I guess those two months weren't much to last..
But I just don't understand ..
Why it had to end so fast?..
Was that pretty boy of yours really that perfect?..
Was i no better ?..
I dont understand .. what did i lack?..
Did i asked so much?..
I only wanted to spend time with you..
I dont see what's wrong with that?..
Isn't that what couples do?..
Or was it just an excuse..
To end this relationship of just us two..
Or perhaps to you .. i was no longer of use..
I just dont understand .. why did it have to end so fast..
Those times we spent together..
I tried to take it of my mind ..by keeping myself busy..
But i felt no better..
I guess maybe, just maybe.. the pain in my heart will fade slowly..
I just hope as time goes by slow i'll get over you surely..

If anything needs to be improved tag me yea?:)

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