I guessed i finally realised that i want to study. Regardless of anything .Though my parents and teachers have already lost hope on me. I'll .. just try my best .. and prove to them . that i can. And once i'm able to support myself . I'm moving out of the house dad and mum.You know every time you both tell me off when i do something wrong .. all i hear from your mouth is that I'm being a burden to you both .Well i'm sorry i can't be who you want me to be.But cant you just let me live a simple life. thats all i want . i dont wanna be some CEO of a company . or the General Manager of some well-known hotel .. I just want the simplest of things.As you realised . I've never asked for anything anymore.Maybe just some cash to go out . But thats all i asked for .Even the psp which you thought i stole. I earned it with every dime i saved up .You think that selling my things which i no longer use is wrong . Well let me tell you that I will never get addicted to selling my things .I'm really sick and tired of all your assumptions , mum . Hais.. i guess i'll stop here. Gotta go jogging with my cousin ..

It's been quite long since i blogged . lols . sorry .I was kinda busy and all . anyway . Just came back from cycling at Pulau Ubin . lawls . tiring sia . cycle every whr .. then then .. the bicycle chain while i was cycling.. and i fell .. ._. ..so i had to walk all the way back to the bicycle shop with cuts and bruises on my legs and hands .. i guess the feng shui there not so good ba! xD ..Thankfully there were two annonymous girls who kindly accompanied me while walking back to that bicycle shop . If they do , by chance read this . i really want to thank them .. XD .. ok la . gotta go bath then i wanna write a poem . ciaos guys .. and.. err.. girls .. ! x)

Labels: Stick and stones may break my bones .. but i guess falling of the bike might be alot more worst._. ..

Boo .. just woke up .. xD hmm.. missed dnt .. crap sia .. ahahaaha.. what can i say?.. i freaking stayed up till 4 am last nite . lols .. after toking to baka i went to play dota .. xD .. baka you read this dont scold me hor .. xD i couldnt sleep >< .. anw i go play dota and WOW ba. tc :)

boo! .. haha just came back from studying with baka , norvan and rebec.. it only lasted less than 2 hours though .. cos i was playing at the lan gaming shop >_< .. sorry if i made you guys wait long .. >_< hmm next week maybe watching movie with baka .. hope she doesnt have sudden plans again.. =/ .. oh well.. gotta go play dota .. ciaos.

Labels: Should have done something . But i've already done enough.

wrote another poem .. in less than 10 mins .. please comment it ba .. hais .. =/ ..

Its just like you..
To make me look like some fool..
What have i wronged?.. What did i do?..
You know. You always say, "Have you ever listened to me?"
Well why don't you record yourself telling me off and maybe you'd see..
Why sometimes i dont want to listen anymore?..
What do you take me for?..Some twelve year old kid who barely knows nuts about life?..
OR perhaps you still think of me as immature ..is that what your trying to say?..
'Cos what you said tonight.. your very words..it just cuts me like a knife..
I apologise ..for it seems no matter the difference.I'll always be to your dismay.


I'm sorry for that mum .I'm really sorry.

Labels: Stick and stones may break your bones . But words will never hurt. tsk..

I hate the word obsession . every time i hear this word when i get scolding . my parents dont know me anymore. so what if my mum tried to reach out to me .im tired of it . im tired of trying to understand them. i dont give a shit anymore. i studied okae?.. i studied. cos i wanted to make you both proud . but looking at my results. all you can do is shoot me down everytime i talk nicely and think im obessesed with the computer. Do i skip meals and hang on the comp all day?.. dont gimme that bullshit that given the chance i will. cos all you do is assume ill do it . im fucking sick of it . dad, mum . just give me a fucking break . you think im a bum? so be it . give up on me. im sorry i had to be your black sheep of the family.

booo! .. todae was rather tiring . my dad dragged me and brought me to the board walk ._. .. at nite summore T_T .. no lites.. boohoo .. i took some pics.. and .. still i dont find anything supernatural .. boo T_T .. nvm! next time the 4/3 class boys book chalet at changi . we go supernatural hunting! woohoo! . ok la . gotta go train my dota and disturb my frens on World Of Warcraft™ .. and baka . i never fail to oppose you ! HAHA . anytime you need someone to talk to . look at your phonebook 'cos i think it has my number rite?:) .. ciaos ppl .

Labels: pocket full of sunshines :)